In 2025 I experienced my first faith failure in God. I thought he told me who my husband was, but when the promise never materialized I fell into a deep depression. The anger and bitterness I felt from not seeing God move in that area caused me to believe that maybe he wasn't as good as he says he is. Eventually I started feeling totally separated from God. To the point where it was like I was out in space, floating with no protection, or guidelines to lead me back to the ship....