I spent all of 2025 believing a man whom I'd never seen was my God-promised husband. What started as a year full of hope and expectation ended with me questioning if I even still believed in God....
My Desire For A Man Stole My Faith In God
The desire to be loved has consumed me since I was at least three years old. I'd make funny faces or do little dances in an effort to be found cute by the people around me. I remember that even at that tender age I wanted a boyfriend. Delusionally, I thought (and hoped) that the friends of my older brothers "liked me, liked me"....
How To Survive Your Waiting Season
I'm currently going through a waiting season in my life. The days have been long, hard, and filled with suffering. That may sound dramatic. But if you've ever been waiting on God for something, then you know exactly what I mean. ...
9 Ways God Provided In The Midst Of Social Anxiety
Since 2022, God had been telling me to get into community to help my social anxiety. He lead me to a small group and up until 2023 I had been avoiding attending because of fear and previous embarrassment....
Confessing My Social Anxiety To Small Group
I had been attending a new church for a few weeks before I went to one of their small group meetings. If you read Part 1 – Is Community The Way To Overcome Social Anxiety? – then you would know...
Is Community The Way To Overcome Social Anxiety?
This post is about how God told me I needed community to help me overcome social anxiety and how he led me to it. Skip to the end for 4 Ways Community Can Help Your Social Anxiety. I Thought Social...